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Paula Abdul admits problem with drugs
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I must admit, I am watching “American Idol” this season for the first time ever. Maybe it was my girlfriend who got me hooked. Maybe I was just taking my new DVR for a test drive. Or maybe I am getting old and boring and lame.
Whatever the reason, I have watched almost every episode this season. I won’t here get into how boring and average most of the performers have been or give a nod to the Rocky Horror Led Zeppelin Picture Show (Adam) or Fake Matthews Band (Chris). What I want to mention is the much maligned and ridiculed Paula Abdul. Certainly the woman has had a successful career in music and if you listen closely, out of the rambling and slurs, you hear her mention things like “phrasing,” hitting certain notes, etc. So she does know her music. It’s just so hard to take her seriously when it seems so obvious that she has had a problem, one that seems to have been denied or overlooked for years. Oddly, I hear she actually seems more together than years past.
Well, the (MC Scat) Kat is finally out of the bag. Paula Abdul has admitted to “Ladies’ Home Journal” in its June edition that she has, indeed, been battling addiction to drugs.
Now, drug addictions, in all of their varied forms, are no laughing matter. But neither is profiting off of the wacky behavior of drugs addicts, as it seems “American Idol” has done at times over the past few years. Abdul says she is now off of the drugs for the first time in 12 years.
The former pop star, who turns 47 this month, has never looked better. In previous years she acted erratically, at times slurring her words or appearing disoriented. This year she’s got it together. And for a reason: For the first time in 12 years Abdul says she’s no longer dependent on medication. The rumors that her sometimes-bizarre behavior was fueled by drugs just may have been true. Abdul was taking heavy-duty pain killers, though she claims she never shot an Idol episode under the influence. But last Thanksgiving, determined to overcome her habit, she checked into the La Costa Resort and Spa, in Carlsbad, California, to wean herself off her medications in one fell swoop. “I could have killed myself…. Withdrawal — it’s the worst thing,” she says. “I was freezing cold, then sweating hot, then chattering and in so much pain, it was excruciating. But at my very core, I did not like existing the way I had been.”
When we meet at her Mediterranean-style home in the San Fernando Valley, Abdul is eager to talk about her transformative journey. Sitting at her dining-room table, cradling Bessie Moo, an aggressively affectionate white Chihuahua with chocolate-brown spots, Abdul is wistful about the past years. “I’d been working nonstop,” she says. But she wasn’t really living. Instead, she bought into the showbiz saying, “the show must go on.” “I’m an old-school professional,” she says. “Never let them see you sweat.” But doing so became increasingly difficult for Abdul, who for years has suffered from chronic debilitating pain caused by an unusual series of accidents, the first of which occurred when she was a 17-year-old cheerleader.
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“It’s been an amazing journey,” says Abdul of her 20-year career. “American Idol has been a gift. Nothing makes me happier than nurturing talent and seeing them rise and take flight. It’s my true calling in life.”
As wack as she is, Abdul does seem to have a soft spot for these kids and truly champions their talent and dreams, which is admirable. For someone who worked so tirelessly to get to the top of the game 20 years ago, it is heartening to see her devote her energy to helping others while fighting her own demons. Let’s just hope she can stay clean.
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By What?
May 6, 2009 1:53 PM | Link to this
No way! Say it ain’t so…
I thought she was just sleepy at the end of a long day.
By Jeff
May 6, 2009 2:14 PM | Link to this
Nice story and I appreciate your compassion for Paula. She was a punchline for comics and everyone seemed to forget that she is a lovely, talented lady. I share your hope for her avoidance of the chemicals that made her so miserable.
By eResumes4Vips
May 6, 2009 4:23 PM | Link to this
Thank you Paula for coming clean. Of course, we all knew that your bizarreness was biochemical; yet, it’s nice to hear you publicly admit.
Who knows, maybe your admission will help others with their addictions. As for me, the lesson here is that we all have issues…the poor, the ordinary, the RICH, and the {almost} Famous. — eResumes4Vips
By Cat Gal
May 6, 2009 4:46 PM | Link to this
I think that that’s wrong regardless! She’s supposed to be a role model to all. What an excuse! Drugs or no drugs. Alcohol is a factor too. I was cheerleading, in gymnastics, and in a lot of extra curricular. Put her out and put someone who’s responsible for our young! Poor excuse!